I feel down today. Am about to begin a weekend on call. Slow day in office, ditto for hospital. I made a list of things I like to do and things I judge myself to be good at. There is a folder of dormant projects that I never pursued adequately. The one that still gnaws at me is the desire to become a sage. It is probably doable in some form but like most other projects, success is ultimately measured by specific achievements, which are hard to delineate. I'll work on it some more.